~FelicitySilver

Trapeze High has a booth in the Gay Pride Festival in San Diego. I went with my stepmother to work the booth. We were selling hula hoops for a friend of ours who makes them and is a hula hoop dancer. She's amazing! I had a lot of fun playing with the hoops, with up to three spinning around me at a time. The characters that walked by and stopped to play with the hoops or check out Trapeze High were extremely interesting. It was awesome to interact with all these people and show them how to play with the hoops or congratulate them on their ability to keep it up around their waists. The open atmosphere was awesome. Girls with girls, guys with guys, and girls with guys, or just groups of friends.. it was just very welcoming and fun. Everyone was so interesting.I had a blast and hula hooped all day. I'll be sore tomorrow, but it was extremely worth it. Happy Pride everyone!

Hello everyone,
I'm sorry I worried you. I'm sorry I was just suddenly gone so long. I've been going through a touch time these last few years and months. I've been extremely depressed and suicidal. Finally I couldn't stand it any more and tried to kill myself. Twice. I got hospitalized and I talked to tons of psychologists, psychiatrists, mental health workers, and nurses. I've been trying to work through my issues and now I'm home again and continuing to try to change my negative thoughts to positive ones. A lot of things have still been with me, and my mind focuses in on every little negative thing that goes on. I'm working to change the way I see myself and the world and..life. Well, I'm working to get better, but I'm going to need all the help I can get. Again, I'm sorry I worried you and I miss all of you. I'll try to keep myself safe.

Felicity~

If I were to compile my poetry into a manuscript or a book..what do you think would be the best title for it?
I thought of
"Poetry
Written Expression"

any better suggestions?

Well I finally was able to buy a snake for myself yesterday. He's a snow corn snake and he's almost three feet long. He's absolutely beautiful!

Here's an example that I could find that looks a bit like him: [link]

Everyone...please forgive me if I seem so unexpressive. I'm just still depressed. If I say I like something, even if it seems like I don't really care, I do. I do like it. Please don't take my unexpressiveness personally.

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Goodbye.