Do Not Play the Game. by FelicitySilver, literature
Literature
Do Not Play the Game.
I’ve been studying Japanese at school. I’ve always been intrigued by the language and Japanese culture, so when my school added it as a foreign language I jumped at the opportunity. As part of an extra credit project (now halfway through my fourth year of learning Japanese), our teacher encouraged us to change the language for our browser, temporarily, to Japanese as a practical application of our learning and good practice. While browsing, we look up stuff interesting to us, read stories, browse Tumblr, whatever, then screencap pages here and there and write up a translation of each page. For every page of translations (our teach
Chronic Myeloid Leukemia by FelicitySilver, literature
Literature
Chronic Myeloid Leukemia
There’s a creature that haunts us,
Daily it sinks its claws through his flesh
Stealing bits of him for itself,
Slowly wearing him down.
It circles us, at the very edge of darkness,
Prowling through our hearts,
Nipping at our heels.
Silent,
Unseen,
Always there.
We take measures,
He takes pills
Attempting to poison the creature,
At least to put it to sleep.
At night, we lie awake
Listening to its footfalls,
Terrified as it draws near,
Taunting us, watching us,
Never allowing us to forget,
One day it will drag him
Away into darkness
And never return.
If I tell you,
I like you,
Will you tiptoe carefully around me,
Stepping lightly,
For fear of making
My infatuation
Worse?
Have you not, in guessing,
Already done so?
I hate lying to you,
But I am afraid
Of your response.
Will you hate me?
Be ashamed?
Feel betrayed?
Be gentle and kind
In your rejection?
Will you say, "It's fine,"
Then turn around,
Change,
And wait for me to
Get over it?
Or will you
Slowly start to avoid me,
So you don't have to deal
With treading lightly,
Around a love-struck friend?
Will you slip away,
Slowly,
Inching away,
Ne'er to return?
I
am afraid
of
Losing you..
and of Loving yo
To Lie, Or Not To Lie by FelicitySilver, literature
Literature
To Lie, Or Not To Lie
I like you..
And I feel like I am betraying you,
Betraying your trust,
Taking advantage of you
your kindness and your friendship
By being attracted to you,
By having the audacity to
Want more.
I joke of "circles" with a friend.
One might think
I refer to sex, that
I objectify the act,
But for me,
It's not that!
For me
I think of intimacy,
Of closeness,
Of bonds.
I think of kissing you,
Of holding your hand,
Of brushing your leg with mine,
Of lying in your arms,
Of being touched and held,
Safe and warm,
Protected
In your embrace.
I think of walks,
And conversati
Looking Close
Hello, have you seen myself?
I seem to have misplaced it.
Maybe you have seen it?
Oh, how might it appear?
Ah, well, at first glance,
It appears normal:
An average shape,
Curvy,
Long hair,
Hazel eyes,
Full lips,
Snow-pale skin,
A smattering of light freckles.
Ah, but as you look closer
That is when you truly see it.
Beyond the gestures,
Below the skin,
Past the smile,
Deep into the hazel eyes,
That is when you see the truth.
Beyond the gestures,
The body language of the
Hale and hearty,
The flapping away of suspicions,
The false energy,
Hiding the exhaustion,
Disguising being done
Unab
As some would argue, I agree that it would be nice to save intimacy for between one's self and whoever one cares for. Unfortunately, in society today, sex is a wide-open topic. And one's orientation is a large part of who they are--though this is often taken for granted by the heterosexual majority.
Even the knowledge of a person's orientation is taken for granted: there is an assumption that everyone is heterosexual. Because of this, straight people are already "out" of the metaphorical closet. They are the majority and th
Do Not Play the Game. by FelicitySilver, literature
Literature
Do Not Play the Game.
I’ve been studying Japanese at school. I’ve always been intrigued by the language and Japanese culture, so when my school added it as a foreign language I jumped at the opportunity. As part of an extra credit project (now halfway through my fourth year of learning Japanese), our teacher encouraged us to change the language for our browser, temporarily, to Japanese as a practical application of our learning and good practice. While browsing, we look up stuff interesting to us, read stories, browse Tumblr, whatever, then screencap pages here and there and write up a translation of each page. For every page of translations (our teach
Chronic Myeloid Leukemia by FelicitySilver, literature
Literature
Chronic Myeloid Leukemia
There’s a creature that haunts us,
Daily it sinks its claws through his flesh
Stealing bits of him for itself,
Slowly wearing him down.
It circles us, at the very edge of darkness,
Prowling through our hearts,
Nipping at our heels.
Silent,
Unseen,
Always there.
We take measures,
He takes pills
Attempting to poison the creature,
At least to put it to sleep.
At night, we lie awake
Listening to its footfalls,
Terrified as it draws near,
Taunting us, watching us,
Never allowing us to forget,
One day it will drag him
Away into darkness
And never return.
If I tell you,
I like you,
Will you tiptoe carefully around me,
Stepping lightly,
For fear of making
My infatuation
Worse?
Have you not, in guessing,
Already done so?
I hate lying to you,
But I am afraid
Of your response.
Will you hate me?
Be ashamed?
Feel betrayed?
Be gentle and kind
In your rejection?
Will you say, "It's fine,"
Then turn around,
Change,
And wait for me to
Get over it?
Or will you
Slowly start to avoid me,
So you don't have to deal
With treading lightly,
Around a love-struck friend?
Will you slip away,
Slowly,
Inching away,
Ne'er to return?
I
am afraid
of
Losing you..
and of Loving yo
To Lie, Or Not To Lie by FelicitySilver, literature
Literature
To Lie, Or Not To Lie
I like you..
And I feel like I am betraying you,
Betraying your trust,
Taking advantage of you
your kindness and your friendship
By being attracted to you,
By having the audacity to
Want more.
I joke of "circles" with a friend.
One might think
I refer to sex, that
I objectify the act,
But for me,
It's not that!
For me
I think of intimacy,
Of closeness,
Of bonds.
I think of kissing you,
Of holding your hand,
Of brushing your leg with mine,
Of lying in your arms,
Of being touched and held,
Safe and warm,
Protected
In your embrace.
I think of walks,
And conversati
Looking Close
Hello, have you seen myself?
I seem to have misplaced it.
Maybe you have seen it?
Oh, how might it appear?
Ah, well, at first glance,
It appears normal:
An average shape,
Curvy,
Long hair,
Hazel eyes,
Full lips,
Snow-pale skin,
A smattering of light freckles.
Ah, but as you look closer
That is when you truly see it.
Beyond the gestures,
Below the skin,
Past the smile,
Deep into the hazel eyes,
That is when you see the truth.
Beyond the gestures,
The body language of the
Hale and hearty,
The flapping away of suspicions,
The false energy,
Hiding the exhaustion,
Disguising being done
Unab
As some would argue, I agree that it would be nice to save intimacy for between one's self and whoever one cares for. Unfortunately, in society today, sex is a wide-open topic. And one's orientation is a large part of who they are--though this is often taken for granted by the heterosexual majority.
Even the knowledge of a person's orientation is taken for granted: there is an assumption that everyone is heterosexual. Because of this, straight people are already "out" of the metaphorical closet. They are the majority and th
...Away and Back...
I have a place,
A secret place,
Where imagination comes alive
I walk along the river,
Past the big Oak tree,
Through the fallen timber,
And across the raging falls
I come to my place,
And step
Into the circle
The circle of dreams,
Of truths,
Of answers
I feel myself fly,
High and fast,
I fly away,
Away from here
From reality
I soar over mountains,
Rivers,
And oceans
I dive deep and fast,
Into the watery depths
I turn to see the dolphins
As they swim swiftly past,
Frolicking, playing
Chasing and all so happy,
Unaware of tragedies above
The memories nearly
Pull me back,
Back...
To the painful
Current Residence: Washington, United States Favourite genre of music: any, it depends on my mood and if I like the song Pronouns: They, them Personal quote: "The time is always ripe to do right." - Martin Luther King Jr.
Favourite Writers
Neil Gaiman, Neil deGrasse Tyson, Edgar Allan Poe, Edward Lear, Sandra Brown, Tamora Pierce, Robin McKinley, and lots more
Tools of the Trade
my mind and emotions, pencil and paper or my laptop
Other Interests
reading, space, the cosmos, writing, sleep, singing, listening to music, thinking, being surrounded by nature, learning
This past Saturday - the 26th of September, 2009 - I was roused from sleep at 5:36 in the morning with the devastating news that my older brother, Jacob, died in a motorcycle accident. I could not believe it. I still cannot. He has always been here, whether beside me or in an entirely different area of California. I cannot seem to realize the reality of the unreality I am in. I feel as if the ground below me has fallen away, yet I stand solidly upon the earth. I know it is not some sick joke as I wish it was, but I cannot seem to grasp it. It's hit me and yet it hasn't. I guess I'm pull of paradoxes. I don't know what to do. I don't know how
Hello Everyone,
I'm in need of a little assistance.
In English we have an assignment to write a sonnet; it can be Shakespearean, Petrarchan, or Spenserian. I'm having some issues with writing one. Does anyone have any tips on how to write a good sonnet?